#108159¡¡¡¡Does it count?
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Recently I've come to terms with my attempt. Many years ago, I don't remember when, I took some pills and went to bed. I don't remember much. I don't know if I left a letter but I remember the feeling. In the evening I sat at my desk and took some pills. When taking them I knew it probably won't be enough but I still hoped. I didn't feel sad in that moment but calm. The weight from my shoulders was lifted and I could breath again.
The next morning I woke up and just went on with my day. For years I didn't count it as an attempt.
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#108158¡¡¡¡Re: Darcy
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wrote:
> oh my gosh,I'm just so surprised by this amazing area,i love lily so much and love all the guys in here

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#108153¡¡¡¡Re: Re: s
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i wanted to be more than just a toy used to satisfy someone else's desires and be discarded
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#108150¡¡¡¡Re: tokechi
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#108149¡¡¡¡Re: s
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#108144¡¡¡¡s
HANDLE:¡¡ena¡¡DATE:¡¡2025ǯ12·î22Æü¡¡9»þ55ʬ
i feel dirty i feel used


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#108143¡¡¡¡this place
HANDLE:¡¡¤è¤½¤â¤Î¡¡DATE:¡¡2025ǯ12·î22Æü¡¡9»þ2ʬ
This place feels like a home to me. It is a calming feeling to read everyones poems. It is a reminder that I am not alone. This place connects us. I enjoy reading people's posts even if I don't speak their language.

Please feel free to chat with me about lily and everything related to the ether or just tell me about your day! yosomono7@gmail.com
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#108142¡¡¡¡Re: let¡Çs stay together
HANDLE:¡¡cafe au lait¡¡DATE:¡¡2025ǯ12·î22Æü¡¡7»þ56ʬ
white bear wrote:
> im so tired of everything i seriously don¡Çt know what to do :(

sending you lots of love and strength! time will continue to move forward and bring change. surround yourself with the things and people who bring you joy. there is always light at the end of the tunnel. you're not alone here!
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#108141¡¡¡¡Re: let¡Çs stay together
HANDLE:¡¡teal camera¡¡DATE:¡¡2025ǯ12·î22Æü¡¡3»þ47ʬ
white bear wrote:
> im so tired of everything i seriously don¡Çt know what to do :(

It's going to be ok. I found photography after mindlessly searching for help, going on omegle, searching on depression forums for people to talk to me. 5 years later I've gotten my thoughts together and I'm feeling much better now. It's going to be ok.



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#108140¡¡¡¡let¡Çs stay together
HANDLE:¡¡white bear¡¡DATE:¡¡2025ǯ12·î22Æü¡¡3»þ10ʬ
im so tired of everything i seriously don¡Çt know what to do :(
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