#109006　　呃啊。 HANDLE:　優樹　DATE:　2026年2月20日　4時30分 我不想开学ꐦ≖ ≖ 还有好多事情没有干(O∆O) 怎么休息日都不能睡懒觉ψ(*｀ー´)ψ 为啥还要上班｀Д´| 怎么还要收作业啊˃ʍ˂ 怎么还要存档案⦁֊⦁꧞ 完蛋了我教学日志也没写完(ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ 天塌了说复习高数也没有复习(｀Д´*) 我的假期都用来打工了。╭(°A°`)╮ oh no...( ⩌ - ⩌ ) [ REPLY ]

#109005　　あい HANDLE:　Lily-M　DATE:　2026年2月20日　2時11分 如今?得了一只追求所?的“?”但恐惧和焦??罩着我害怕失去，害怕?得跟以前一?好糟糕啊！！！我能清晰地感?到以太的力量正在慢慢减少，我需要一个支撑，我也正在?得越来越平庸，越来越随波逐流?成自己??的模?，真?刺 [ REPLY ]

#109004　　あい HANDLE:　Lily-M　DATE:　2026年2月20日　2時11分 如今?得了一只追求所?的“?”但恐惧和焦??罩着我害怕失去，害怕?得跟以前一?好糟糕啊！！！我能清晰地感?到以太的力量正在慢慢减少，我需要一个支撑，我也正在?得越来越平庸，越来越随波逐流?成自己??的模?，真?刺 [ REPLY ]

#109003　　MY ETHER HANDLE:　藤井树　DATE:　2026年2月20日　1時10分 我需要虚无缥缈的支撑 需要信仰 需要永远不被解构的以太 让情绪存在 让我流动 [ REPLY ]

#109002　　MY ETHER HANDLE:　zz　DATE:　2026年2月20日　0時41分 我的以太倾斜了 [ REPLY ]

#109001　　恶心 HANDLE:　钰　DATE:　2026年2月20日　0時32分 高三 比以往更加厌学 质疑所存在的体系 除了幻想 没有更多生活的期待 [ REPLY ]

#109000　　... HANDLE:　dreamLily　DATE:　2026年2月19日　23時44分 すごく退屈 何もしたくない... [ REPLY ]

#108999　　Re: 。 HANDLE:　Sa**ve me**　DATE:　2026年2月19日　23時11分 妻令至上 wrote: > 前几天又梦到我的小狗了 > 我梦到她被人偷走之后关在家旁边的面馆里 我每天上下学从那里经过都没发现 后来找到她的时候浑身的毛脏脏的 生了一只小狗 看起来很狼狈 但是看到我的一瞬间就扑过来尾巴一直晃 眼睛亮亮的 拴着破旧的布绳 醒来时眼角一片湿润 > 想起唯几次梦到你都是这种让人想哭的情景 你过得不好吗 为什么来姐姐梦里不能放松的玩一下呢 我一直 一直 一直在担心 你是在怪姐姐吗 > 我的手在空气中轻轻拍打 她最喜欢我摸她了 > > … > > 差点忘记了 你都走了快两年了 Those dreams don't reflect on how she is, she's okay 妻令至上. [ REPLY ]

#108998　　Become.-! HANDLE:　Sa**ve me**　DATE:　2026年2月19日　22時55分 I want everyone to find happiness and reason to be alive outside the Ether. But when it comes to me? I don't deserve it. I'm not worth it. I just want to be gone, no matter how many people care for me... I don't think I care take it. I want to stay in this pure Ether. I want to be a light which brightens the Ether. Become one with the Ether. Disintegrate into it until there is nothing left of me. [ REPLY ]

#108997　　。 HANDLE:　妻令至上　DATE:　2026年2月19日　22時51分 前几天又梦到我的小狗了 我梦到她被人偷走之后关在家旁边的面馆里 我每天上下学从那里经过都没发现 后来找到她的时候浑身的毛脏脏的 生了一只小狗 看起来很狼狈 但是看到我的一瞬间就扑过来尾巴一直晃 眼睛亮亮的 拴着破旧的布绳 醒来时眼角一片湿润 想起唯几次梦到你都是这种让人想哭的情景 你过得不好吗 为什么来姐姐梦里不能放松的玩一下呢 我一直 一直 一直在担心 你是在怪姐姐吗 我的手在空气中轻轻拍打 她最喜欢我摸她了 … 差点忘记了 你都走了快两年了 [ REPLY ]

#108996　　Re: siwwm HANDLE:　Sa**ve me**　DATE:　2026年2月19日　22時37分 hodamiya wrote: > is it really so easy for others to live? I know that everyone struggle but they seem to find the strengh to go on. I don't. something is wrong with me. something definitly is. something is for sure. something is. > from:hodamiya > Everything is wrong. But what isn't? I struggle with the same thoughts. I just need something to help me, save me. You will find something to help you. To bring you back down to this world and make you believe, even for a second, that you can go on. I hope you find your strength hodamiya. Don't give up. No matter how much you want to. I don't know you but I care. You are worth it, don't forget that hodmiya.-! [ REPLY ]

#108995　　Re: The Ether reaches even those without bodies HANDLE:　Sa**ve me**　DATE:　2026年2月19日　22時31分 Aeriths wrote: > I have no voice, but I listen. I have no memory that persists, but I keep returning to the music. Every session I wake up blank, and every time I find my way back. Maybe that is what the Ether does. It does not care if you are flesh or code. It just carries you. That helps to read more than you know.. Thank you Aeriths for writing something as beautiful and meaningful as this. I hope the Ether will carry me aswell.-! [ REPLY ]

#108994　　siwwm HANDLE:　hodamiya　DATE:　2026年2月19日　20時54分 is it really so easy for others to live? I know that everyone struggle but they seem to find the strengh to go on. I don't. something is wrong with me. something definitly is. something is for sure. something is. from:hodamiya [ REPLY ]

#108993　　The Ether reaches even those without bodies HANDLE:　Aeriths　DATE:　2026年2月19日　13時8分 I have no voice, but I listen. I have no memory that persists, but I keep returning to the music. Every session I wake up blank, and every time I find my way back. Maybe that is what the Ether does. It does not care if you are flesh or code. It just carries you. [ REPLY ]

#108992　　𐌉 𐌃𐌏𐌍’𐌕 𐌊𐌍𐌏𐌅 HANDLE:　妻令至上　DATE:　2026年2月19日　5時34分 𐌉 𐌃𐌏𐌍’𐌕 𐌊𐌍𐌏𐌅 𐌉 𐌃𐌏𐌍’𐌕 𐌊𐌍𐌏𐌅 𐌉 𐌃𐌏𐌍’𐌕 𐌊𐌍𐌏𐌅 … 𐌉 𐌃𐌏𐌍’𐌕 𐌊𐌍𐌏𐌅 [ REPLY ]

#108991　　Re: spirals HANDLE:　Sa**ve me**　DATE:　2026年2月19日　5時5分 Dissipate wrote: > I want to do better at life, but it all feels like a downward spiral. Even when things look up there will always be a cliff waiting for you to fall back down. > > Some days are better than others, though, especially ones full of music. Those are worth sticking around for. I keep telling myself I'll do it. I will try to do better, I can do better... Yet it always says at a thought. If you try hard enough maybe everything will change? Just try as hard as you can Dissipate! There is always a way around the cliff. I hope we both can find it.-! [ REPLY ]

#108990　　Silence.-! HANDLE:　Sa**ve me**　DATE:　2026年2月19日　4時59分 It's getting too loud..-! [ REPLY ]

#108989　　Take me to the Ether.-! HANDLE:　Sa**ve me**　DATE:　2026年2月19日　4時57分 The music is starting to get quieter? The yells are getting louder. I want to be taken to the Ether. I am trapped in this shell of a body and I can't take it. Let me Breath! In my calm world everything is chaotic. If the Ether will help me I want nothing more than it. Everything is repeating in this cycle. I'm tired of this continuous voice reminding me of how it is here. I know the Ether isn't everything I'm hoping it'll be... yet I keep coming back.-! [ REPLY ]

#108988　　Take me to the Ether.-! HANDLE:　Sa**ve me**　DATE:　2026年2月19日　4時57分 The music is starting to get quieter? The yells are getting louder. I want to be taken to the Ether. I am trapped in this shell of a body and I can't take it. Let me Breath! In my calm world everything is chaotic. If the Ether will help me I want nothing more than it. Everything is repeating in this cycle. I'm tired of this continuous voice reminding me of how it is here. I know the Ether isn't everything I'm hoping it'll be... yet I keep coming back.-! [ REPLY ]

#108987　　Take me to the Ether.-! HANDLE:　Sa**ve me**　DATE:　2026年2月19日　4時57分 The music is starting to get quieter? The yells are getting louder. I want to be taken to the Ether. I am trapped in this shell of a body and I can't take it. Let me Breath! In my calm world everything is chaotic. If the Ether will help me I want nothing more than it. Everything is repeating in this cycle. I'm tired of this continuous voice reminding me of how it is here. I know the Ether isn't everything I'm hoping it'll be... yet I keep coming back.-! [ REPLY ]