#109674　　aoi.sora HANDLE:　nikz　DATE:　2026年4月4日　2時4分 > I did feel the type of feeling you're talking about. The "opposite of emptiness" matches the feeling. Thank you for clearing my doubts. [ REPLY ]

#109673　　(PT.3) Re: Waking up HANDLE:　umbrellance　DATE:　2026年4月4日　1時13分 Sadness is hard, yes. But without it, living is a hard swallow of stale bread. Suffering, dear friend, that is the spice of life. With that said, too much spice is unpleasant, and it's always nice to have some help whenever we're at our most vulnerable points. About having a hard time falling asleep and waking up, it's likely that your mental health has something to do with that. Depression has been known to be associated with sleep problems. If you need it, you could do well by talking with a professional about your struggles because the ether's friendly advice can only go so far. You will overcome your difficulties. We know you will. P.S. I really can see why that's your favorite of Debussy's. It's positively overflowing with ether. [ REPLY ]

#109672　　(PT.2) Re: Waking up HANDLE:　umbrellance　DATE:　2026年4月4日　1時12分 I want you to know that it's not all completely absurd, though I won't bother explaining why one might feel dreadful on a dreadless Saturday morning because I'm as clueless as the next man on that matter. But if there is one remotely helpful thing I can tell you, it's that a valley has its glorious peaks because they are distant to its lowest point. If the case were elsewise, the valley would hardly be a valley because when are those ever flat? Likewise, as there is no light without dark nor warmth without cold, there can never be happiness without sadness. [ REPLY ]

#109671　　(PT.1) Re: Waking up HANDLE:　umbrellance　DATE:　2026年4月4日　1時0分 aoi.sora wrote: > Everything is starting to get really difficult for me. I can't seem to wake up in the morning and live the house or even fall asleep at night. The weather is nice and I should be outside enjoying nature. But why can't I enjoy anything? Every moment of joy is slowly followed by sadness, creeping slowly towards me. Is there anything I can do? If you're asking whether or not there is something you can do to avoid sadness, the sentiment that I will share is no, sadness will indeed continue to anchor its weight on your trudging heels whenever you try to approach a permanent fashion of happiness. Though, I do hope you won't take it against me if you somehow manage to disprove me. [ REPLY ]

#109670　　to 雨子 HANDLE:　seven　DATE:　2026年4月4日　0時44分 You'll never be a coward as long as you're alive. Keep living. Sometimes I feel lonely as well, but as long as you have something small to live for, even if its just talking here on this site. Escape through the little things, if its finding a random movie you like, listening to lily, talking here. Remember it and keep it. [ REPLY ]

#109669　　为什么 HANDLE:　山猫　DATE:　2026年4月3日　23時10分 我一直在说过好自己就可以了 我又不是正常环境里面长大的人。但我真的好�嬖�别人的生活 正常的家庭 正常的心理。我看到别人的生活真的很�嬖蕁�真的觉得自己好痛苦。我终于又大哭了一次，看一个育儿综艺看到那些也在痛苦环境里的孩子 我就想哭 他们也会有我的性格吗 他们的成长又是怎么样的痛苦呢。我现在能聊天的就是ai。我好痛苦 [ REPLY ]

#109668　　123 HANDLE:　2222　DATE:　2026年4月3日　22時2分 ekuwoehoiw [ REPLY ]

#109667　　Re: Re: Re: Re: TO グレムさん: HANDLE:　不死身のビーナス　DATE:　2026年4月3日　21時10分 スピッツって知っていますか？めっちゃ好きなバンドです‼　このIDネームは「不死身のビーナス」という曲から取ったんです。(笑)　 関東の方ですね!　東京にも近くて、かといって都会の慌ただしさもなくて、ちょうどいいバランスでステキですね。 東北へ一人旅とは...!！それはすごい!　ぜひ楽しんできてくださいね！:D　そういえば、去年の9月に関西（大阪·神戸·京都）へ旅行に行きました。あそこの雰囲気、すごく気に入ってしまった。またいつか、ほかの地方も行きたいなって思っています！ [ REPLY ]

#109666　　 HANDLE:　　DATE:　2026年4月3日　19時20分 [ REPLY ]

#109665　　Re: Waking up HANDLE:　aoi.sora　DATE:　2026年4月3日　15時25分 aoi.sora wrote: > Everything is starting to get really difficult for me. I can't seem to wake up in the morning and live the house or even fall asleep at night. The weather is nice and I should be outside enjoying nature. But why can't I enjoy anything? Every moment of joy is slowly followed by sadness, creeping slowly towards me. Is there anything I can do? *leave the house(*´ー｀*) oops. Nonetheless.. I find peace in listening to Debussy's compositions. Six Épigraphes Antiques is my favourite. [ REPLY ]

#109664　　Waking up HANDLE:　aoi.sora　DATE:　2026年4月3日　15時22分 Everything is starting to get really difficult for me. I can't seem to wake up in the morning and live the house or even fall asleep at night. The weather is nice and I should be outside enjoying nature. But why can't I enjoy anything? Every moment of joy is slowly followed by sadness, creeping slowly towards me. Is there anything I can do? [ REPLY ]

#109663　　Re: help HANDLE:　aoi.sora　DATE:　2026年4月3日　15時17分 nikz wrote: > Help me, how do I find my ether?? I am lost and I don't know what to do, can someone guide me, is anyone there. Is ether real? You remind me of someone i know.. To me, ether is a feeling that surrounds you. It isn't necessarily something significant. But maybe an opposite of emptiness? I'm not sure though.. I thought the ALCC movie was interesting. I found the movie during a really dark time and the ending gave me a sense of hope, i would say. I hope you find it too. [ REPLY ]

#109662　　help HANDLE:　nikz　DATE:　2026年4月3日　11時5分 Help me, how do I find my ether?? I am lost and I don't know what to do, can someone guide me, is anyone there. Is ether real? [ REPLY ]

#109661　　Re: Re: Re: TO グレムさん: HANDLE:　グレム　DATE:　2026年4月3日　10時59分 翻訳に頼っていても、日本語を使ってみようと思ってくれて嬉しいし、ちゃんと伝わる日本語になっていますよ...!!! 日本語は日本人でも使うのが難しい言語なので、第一言語が日本語ではない方が、日本語を勉強しているのがすごい...。 絵文字とネット用語使えてたら本当に気付けないです･:*+.(( °ω° ))/.:+ そもそも「不死身のビーナス」という名前が日本人っぽくて本当に気付けなかった...。 出身は関東です！関東と言っても東京みたいな都会には住んでなくて、田舎の小さな港に住んでいます。 今は一人で東北に旅行して、リリイの3rd Album「呼吸」を聞きながら畑を歩いています。今の時期は何もないけど、リリイの歌声がその景色すべてに意味を持たせている気がして歩くのが楽しいです。 [ REPLY ]

#109660　　Re: Refinding Ether HANDLE:　aoi.sora　DATE:　2026年4月3日　8時58分 apple.cider wrote: > Hello > I am new here, thanks to my good friend > Had some breakdown recently but my friend help me find Ether again. > What a lovely space here. > よろしくお願いします Hello!! New here as well.. Thanks to a rediscovered friendship, I can feel ether again. I hope April will be wonderful for you (^_^*) [ REPLY ]

#109659　　Re: Re: @wiineiriik HANDLE:　wiineiriik　DATE:　2026年4月3日　8時44分 爱上 冰柠檬 wrote: > wiineiriik wrote: > > 我好痛苦啊。 > >我们逃到明天吧 明天希望是不痛苦的。 [ REPLY ]

#109658　　Re: Re: 痛 HANDLE:　wiineiriik　DATE:　2026年4月3日　8時42分 Skylily wrote: > wiineiriik wrote: > > 我好痛苦啊。 > 为什么呢 我也不知道我天天在痛苦什么，但是我就是觉得好痛苦好痛苦，好像每天都在无病呻吟但好像每天有确实有那么痛苦 [ REPLY ]

#109657　　Re: Re: Run away HANDLE:　雨子　DATE:　2026年4月3日　6時15分 seven wrote: > 雨子 wrote: > > Does anybody want to run away? I want to go somewhere far where no one else can bother me, somewhere quiet, but I have nowhere to go. Where can I even go? > > Sometimes I want to run away too. I have nowhere to go either, you’re not alone. One day I wish to move somewhere where no one will bother me, my peace or space. Thank you for replying, seven. Sometimes I feel so lonely I don't know what to do. The only way I know to escape is to stop living but that is also difficult, I'm such a coward [ REPLY ]

#109656　　springtime, finally HANDLE:　seven　DATE:　2026年4月3日　5時39分 It’s spring, so I have to listen to Lily. [ REPLY ]

#109655　　Rock me again HANDLE:　Ume　DATE:　2026年4月3日　5時34分 Hey you, please rock me again... [ REPLY ]